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Me and my cousin.

Snow

Our Getaway to the beach

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Happy Thanksgiving

The truth comes out in hard times!

With it being November and all it makes me think of last year. I try not to think about it but still there is something missing...my brother. Its nice to have friends to help you through everything. Everybody knows the saying, action speaks louder than words. You find out who your real friends are when the storms come. I only had a few "real" friends during that time last year. Just because I know somebody and we are "cool" with each other does not mean they are a true friend.
I remember last year when my brother died the next day my parents had to go to town and do a bunch of stuff, I can honestly say I didn't know what to do. Sometimes kids say" I don't know what to do", but what they mean is my life is boring. My parents dropped us off with our neighbors but all I wanted to do was get out of the house. I remember going outside and just walking in circles and I thought I will go see what Lydia is doing. I just sat there with Lydia, we didn't really talk or anything but it was peaceful. To this day Lydia will email me and say "are you really OK, I want to know how you are doing, I care," and I know she means it. Thank you Lydia, I love you. You are a "real" friend.

I think of Mrs. Monessa, how I could be up missing my brother and could not sleep at 3:00 AM, and I would text you and you would text me back. Thank you, you are a "real" friend.

Then there's Cali and Alex! Thank you Cali, for all the times you listened to me, let me tell you how I felt and you cried with me you would hug me and cheer me up. Thank you, you and your family are "real" friends. And thank you Alex too, you helped me and my mom this past year a lot, you've been a great guy friend. You checked on us all the time, and made us laugh. You helped fill the days that seemed so empty. Thank you you are a "real" friend.
I have had a lot of changes this past year and some of them were hard. I do not know why every thing that has happened, but I know one day I will know. Until then most days are hard and I want to totally forget what happened...but I know I can't.

Cali, and Me:)

Me and Lyd :)

Game night

It's Saturday night football

Football night means hot dogs, and fries.
If your not a football fan...*sigh* I'm sorry for you.

I love Boise States blue grass.

Even the dog likes football, who can go wrong.

Dad being a goof.

Buddy showing me he put ketchup on his hot dog.

Pictures of our house

Here are a few pictures of our living room, dinning room, and kitchen. I will post pictures of my mom, and dads room, bathroom, and boys room a different day.

This proves dinner is done

It was to beautiful to stay inside so I stepped outside to take a look.

And dinner was done at this time.

I stared cooking dinner at this time.

Our stove.

I looked out the window and saw what a beautiful day it was going to be.

The cabinets in the living room.My dresser

The cabinets in the dinning room.

The snack basket.

Making coffee and cooking dinner is a little unusual but I wanted to help out a little so I got up a little early and made chicken and rice so when mom woke up dinner was cooked and in the fridge ready to be taken out and heated up later in the day.

Our dinning room. Buddy is asleep on the one bench that is why it looks a little messy. And the Ironing board is in the picture also,
I was ironing my skirt for the day.

the fruit basket

The spice shelf

Our utensils hang beside our stove.

Our picture of Silas.

Football pics

Levi and Josiah have been playing flag football so I took a few shots of them.

I told him to give me his game face:)

Pictures of the Boys

Sorry it has been two weeks not school but candy sell and, just busyness of life. Well, here are a few posts. I will be posting quite a few posts next week. Here are some pictures of the boys, I still cannot figure out where to do fall pictures. You will probably have to wait till November to get those. Well enough rambling.