Saturday, May 22, 2010

Fun with our baby sitters


Joshua is sooooo cute!
Caleb, isn't he sooo happy to sweep.Joshua is so cute.
When I picked up my purse cause we were leaving to go to the park so did Christina.

Nathan on a dinosaur.

Timothy was riding a gorilla! Watch out !
Caleb tamed an elephant.
Samuel loves taking goofy pictures.
It got steaming hot!
and trying to cool off.
Samuel and Levi scooter riding.
Caleb and Ellie srikein for a pose.Caleb such a drama king
Caleb, Timothy, Ellie, Samuel


I'm serious you had to MAKE the kid take a serious picture.

I loved Ellie's hair that day it did so well.
Ellie, Samuel, Timothy

Saturday, May 8, 2010

At this time last year!

At this time last year, I was in a hospital room with my buggy.
At this time last year I was sad because I had to come home
and go to a meeting with my Dad.
At this time last year My buggy was laying in a bed
full of drugs with acid (chemo) running into his body.
At this time last year, I had some thing I don't have today.
At this time last year I fought for my brothers life,
It is not easy to watch your brother do that and
we dreamed for the day he would be cancer free,
But how I wish for those days of fighting for him
even when all he would do is cry from the pain
and pass out in a second because he hurt so bad.
How I wish we had him back to love to hold.
Had I knew he was going to go to heaven how many thing would I had done different.
I was thinking the other day, you know what?
I don't think most of the time we realize what we have until its gone.
I washed the car yesterday and I thought
what would I have given to have Silas well
and have been able to do that last year.
But I would not trade any thing for what I did last year for my brother.
I have to say I really am grateful that I stayed with him in the hospital all those months.
But I have to say God made those months good months when he got doing very well
and like I've heard off some kids who never even got to come out of the hospital after they got diagnosed,
they lived the next 6 month in a hospital.
God is good and even though we don't understand
what he does sometimes or why
I know it all ends up the in the better end for us.
Well, there are some things that we did last year
that made it special one.
It may sound silly to you, but it's special to me.
Last year while he was in surgery to biopsy the tumor,
I ate lunch with Bro.Buddy & Mrs.Chris at Wendy's.
So, Friday, the seventh, my mom, Mrs.Chris,
and I ate Wendy's for lunch
when Buggy would have been in surgery one year ago.
There is going to be the saying "At this time last year" a lot this year ..........

Thursday, April 22, 2010

wedding picks


I was a bridesmaid for Russell and Hannah's wedding. Here are some of the pics from the wedding. Some are of Jewel who was the flower girl, and some are of me.



Lydia and I.

This is at the reception I thought it was so cute.
This is Jewel.

Sunday, March 28, 2010

Bro. Jason Kendrick




Bro. Jason is a outstanding preacher, he loves God and the work of God. Well, anyway he owns a tent and lets pastors use it for there meetings. I meet him many years ago and he just preached right down my alley. I haven't seen them in five years, then we walk into church and there he and his family were, sitting there. It was very good to see them. Bro.Buddy let him preach tonight. He preached on being still and letting God speak to you. It was very good preaching. Grace and I have been good friend also. The video at the bottom is of Grace singing and Bro.Kendrick playing the guitar.On that note of the tent business he has a big truck that caries is and a platform, chairs,sound system and light to light the tent at night,Well the tag runs out this September and he has to get it renuded if he wants to keep using the tent if you would like to donate money to get this tag it would really help him. If you want to please leave me a comment and your e-mail address and I will e-mail you my address so you can help him get the money to get the tag.


Friday, March 12, 2010

Buggys Birthday

Well, Buggy's birthday was Wednesday. After he passed I had a very hard time with the fact that he wasn't going to be here for his birthday. I told him so many times that on his 3rd birthday that we would have a big birthday for him and I would work so hard to have him a cancer free birthday.But when he was gone that wasn't possible. I had a very hard time with the fact that I had lied to him so I asked God to give me some comfort. So, God gave me this answer: ''he is having a cancer free birthday. Its not on earth, but he's having a much better birthday and you did not lie to him!'' The fact is that he had a much better birthday than he could have here because he couldn't have sugar. I could just imagine God giving him a big chocolate cake with Hershey's shavings on it and a mountain of sugar! Now that's my imagination, but I'm going to ask him when I see him again.

Us goofing off, my favorite thing to do!

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Our deputation trip so far


WOW what a big drink! LOL

I thought it was a cool table


Hook 'em Horns (Go Longhorns), my mom is corrupting him! He's suppose to like the Gators!!!!

Mom and Hunter
I love chicken tenders and fries

Timothy and I


SNOW!!!!!




The pool was heated we had fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!
PS. the hot tub was great too